A couple of months ago I had the good fortune to attend the Great American PitchFest in beautiful downtown Burbank. Overall, it was a great experience and I’m very thankful I did it. I’d pitched the fantasy-adventure and the western to several productions companies and managers. Responses were generally favorable, including compliments on my pitches and a few requests.
I was feeling pretty positive about it as a whole, but as experience has taught me, opted to hold off on writing the job resignation letter and chilling the bottle of victory champagne. Just because the scripts were requested didn’t mean anything would happen.
And of course, I was right.
While I still haven’t heard from a handful of them (and honestly, don’t expect to), the rest have politely passed.
Slightly disappointing, but definitely not heartbreaking. This is the nature of the business. C’est la vie, baby.
In fact, I don’t bear any of them any ill will whatsoever. Their interests were piqued, they checked it out and decided it just wasn’t for them. Nothing else. I think it’s saying something that I got that far.
So although those temporary thoughts of “Whoo! Moving forward!” may have been temporarily scuttled, this just reinforces my commitment to making it happen. I’m of the opinion that both scripts are of high caliber (and the continuing polish/rewrite of the western will make it even more so), and am certainly not going to sit around feeling sorry for myself. I’d rather be productive and keep trying to get better.
Any writer who goes into this and thinks it’ll be easy is in for a very rude awakening. The amount of time and effort it requires just to get good at it, let alone good enough that you can compete with those who actually do it for a living, is overwhelming to begin with. There will be many, many crushing disappointments before you even reach what could be considered a significant victory, so you learn to roll with the punches. You have to. If you don’t handle disappointment well, you’re in the wrong business.
As I’ve said in many a conversation, there isn’t anything I’d rather be doing than writing. It may take longer than I’d like for good things to happen, but there’s no way I’m slowing down. This is just another pothole on a very long road.
So on that note, pedal to the metal and full speed ahead.
One thought on “Shoulders once again shrugged”
Limited and or no reaction/response might be better than constant praise. I’m more so thinking a different industry here but there are times when it’s the exact opposite and the person doesn’t know how to handle the lack of criticism. As if what they did was perfect. That there isn’t room to grow and or they got the market. When in actuality everyone else is just looking for something or other. They had interest, they actually liked your work, but it wasn’t for them. That says quite a bit more than FIVE STARS or the like at every turn. It also pushes you to do even better next time.