Just stumbling my way through

T-minus one week to shooting my short film SHECKY, which means constant checking and re-checking of the seemingly infinite list of “stuff that needs to get done”.

And just about every item on there involves me asking a ton of questions to those with much more experience and doing my best to not feel foolish while doing so.

Fortunately, everybody has been extremely understanding and patient while explaining, coupled with “You’re actually doing a really good job.”

Certainly doesn’t feel that way.

One of the things I severely dislike is not knowing how to do something I’ve set out to do. It’s very frustrating and can easily throw you off-kilter. But nobody’s good at something they’ve never tried before. (Hello, screenwriting!) Mistakes will be – and have been – made, and the best thing to do is learn from them.

Which is what I’m trying to do with this.

I’ve also been told on multiple occasions of how excited everybody is about the project and being part of it, and how great it’ll feel during the shoot and once it’s all over.

That’s what I’m hoping (post-production notwithstanding). In the meantime, back to the list.

One down, a gazillion to go

Just two weeks to go until we shoot my short film SHECKY, and there are a lot of things I need to take care of. It’s a list that feels like it never ends, or at least like every time I check something off, two or three more take its place. I’m doing my best to deal with a few items each day.

I suspect it would be very easy for things to fall through the cracks, instantly rendering them as forgotten – which means they would inevitably be needed in some kind of vital capacity or else the whole thing is shot to hell.

Which is why I’m doing everything I can to stay on top of that list and keep things moving.

It is my objective to have as much stuff ready to go for that first day of shooting so that when everybody shows up we can get right into it.

It’s exhausting and challenging, and definitely a crash course in learning how films are put together – even if it’s only a short.

Like when we start out as screenwriters, there’s a lot I don’t know, so I’m taking the time to learn as I go. Mistakes will be made, questions will be asked, and I’ll learn from all of it.

Each day involves adding a few more items onto the list, or maybe a new expense (which also seem to keep showing up). It’s always good when I can check off one or two things as “taken care of”.

All of this is part of the gargantuan effort to see this thing get made. Confidence and support from the cast and crew remains high, so I’ll keep working on reducing the number of items on the list. Don’t know if it’ll ever get to zero, but I’m sure gonna try.

-Donations are still being accepted to help with any and all SHECKY-related expenses (hello, post-production!), so let me know if you’d like to chip in. Every dollar helps, and perks and tier rewards from the crowdfunding still apply.

Just put “SHECKY project” in the subject line and I’ll send you the appropriate links (Venmo or PayPal).

Thanks!

Me too, Indy

As the crowdfunding for my short film continues (all donations welcome!), I’ve also donned my producer’s hat and am quickly discovering just about everything involved with putting the whole operation together.

I say “just about” because my more-than-capable director is handling some of the more technical aspects, but pretty much everything else falls under my jurisdiction.

For someone who hasn’t done this before, I’m taking the approach of “this is something I’m pretty certain needs to be done, so I better take care of that”.

And I am not understating it by saying there is A LOT to take care of.

From all the social media to get word out about the crowdfunding to making lists of props I need to pick up to reaching out to local restaurants about donating food for the shoot (with onscreen credit, natch), every day a few more things get added to the list.

Writing the script is challenging. Producing it is a whole different and much bigger ballgame.

It’s exhausting, and sometimes I feel pulled in multiple directions, constantly wondering if I’m doing a good job. But I will admit on a certain level I’m enjoying it. This is a project I’ve worked on for a long time, so doing everything I can to make sure it all goes smoothly, or at least as close to that as I can get.

And we haven’t even gotten to the post-production part of the conversation. I’m bracing for that one.

As I’ve said to more than a few people involved with the project, I hope they’ll be patient as I stumble my way through all of this. It won’t be pretty, but I’m doing what I can.

And here’s the link to the crowdfunding once again, which also falls under the category of “something that needs to be done”.

Drips & drabs, but no drudgery

Some kind of bug/virus took me out of commission earlier this week, which slammed the brakes on everything – including the slow-but-steady progress developing the new spec. Apart from a persistent runny nose, I’ve for the most part recovered, and am slowly getting back into it. Slow definitely being the operative word.

I may be working at a snail’s pace, which is a bit frustrating, but it’s a snail that’s seeing results, which is good. Even with this like-molasses-in-January output, things continue to move forward. Getting a few scenes done today means a few more than I had yesterday. It might not seem it at the time, but all the little steps forward will gradually result in the completion of a long journey.

The most important thing is to GET IT WRITTEN. Outlines and first drafts ain’t pretty, but at least they’re a starting point.

It’s not just about putting all the puzzle pieces together, but figuring out what the puzzle is and all the potential components. Pages and pages of the project’s notebook are jam-packed with ideas and possibilities. There is absolutely no doubt this will continue to be one big mess, but oh what a beautiful mess it is (and will continue to be as it takes shape).

But despite all the frustration about timing and slow progress, I’m still having an absolute blast doing it. Having a solid polished script is great, but it’s the figuring things out and organizing all the ideas that has always given me an extra thrill. I do what I can to spin an entertaining yarn, and this time is no exception.

I’ve said it many times and it still rings true – you can see the writer’s love and enjoyment of the material in the material itself. That’s what I’m shooting for here – apart from just having a fun script. I want the reader to get just as caught up in the story and NEED to see what happens next. I try to have my scripts fall under the category of “I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it”.

Onward, runny nose and all.

Next!

That’s that. The latest edit/polish has wrapped up and been sent to readers.

No time to sit around and wait to hear what they have to say (although I will admit to hoping for notes and comments of a positive nature) – I got too much other stuff to do.

Although it can be a bit taxing at times, I like having all these different projects. It’s not just productive, but also helps establish a hearty work ethic.

There’s always something that needs your attention. The challenging part is how much and how often.

I try to do a little each day on several fronts, which may slow down finishing it, but I eventually get stuff done, which is the important part.

Everything will get done at its own pace, so I’m not stressing. I don’t need to add that kind of pressure.

Plus, I’m really enjoying all of it, which is very important. If it felt too much like work, then I wouldn’t be as driven to get it done.